Saturday, October 25 . 9:51 PM

ttttiiiirrrreeeedddd !!!!

k it kinda a tired day for me today..woke up early in the morning and feel my whole body ache like hell man..think I getting older and older tats why it happen...LOLS?!..anyway noon went out to city hall for breakfast + lunch at ard 3+ actually is late noon fyi..had carl jr for it..damn full wif the free flowing of water..haha..den after tat pool @ timah..kinda crazy just went there for a lunch or smth and went back to timah for pool..just reach home and feel so tired as the walk is so so so longg...k..tmr might be going NS wif ml and ky..haha...long time no see ler..as all of us r either having sch or serving the nation..less and less time hanging out with u guys..ccyyaa tmr..anyway gonna post smth here which I have receieved an e-mail from my frenz which I think is quite true and meaningful abt our life. (= anyway tats life..u cannot deny it...sigh..life = boring..I just felt that everything in our life we have to act accordingly..we have actually no say on it...isnt it true to say tat?! Perhaps NO for some of them who have their loved one around with them...or it can be YES for people like me? haha..

Friday, October 24 . 10:27 PM

W15Q gathering

okiez..as what the tittle haf say w15q gathering (=...haha..anyway today our faci treated us to pizza hut for dinner which I think cost ard $120+++..thx u veri much for the treat..haha..breakout 1 went out to wt class for her bdae suprise..kinda of a celebration for her advance bdae..den after sch rush all our way to cwp for dinner by our beloved faci..lols..although u like nvr give me any 'A's before..thx for the treat anyway..k..kinda glad to see the old classmate together again although some of them are either not free or busy wif smth else..anyway thx guy for giving me such a good day or can be say as the day of joy..lols..finally 7 weeks of "torturing" in the new class have come to an end..lets hope the remaining 9 weeks will be gone asap and begin wif another new beginning..

Counting remainding off...
2 + 2 + 1 + 1 + 1 = 7 day of off left !!! how to survive within tat long 9 weeks with only 7 off day-.-"

I am the author of my life which I write my own story...but sometimes I have no say on how do I write my story...sigh

*was reading all the words u wrote in my tagboard and friendster and suddenly it make me feel like crying for my mistake made*

Friday, October 17 . 7:37 PM

The 186 days you left...
In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was.


At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we want to but because we have to.


In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in battalion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of him/her. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other.


I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "... and they live happily ever after."


Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up.


It's over. she's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday."


"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go"

"To love someone, you doesn't have to be together with her.As long as you can see the smile on her face, its all that matters.Love will take its form in different way."