Saturday, November 29 . 8:39 PM

christmas chirstmas please don't come :o

times passes pretty fast and christmas is coming again..sigh..it've been a year and everything seem to happen so fast just like what everyone have say, a blink of the eye and it come a years. How I wish xmas nvr come and new yr nvr exist so that i would be bothering about the time that passes away. Anyway, school as usal is damn boring keep on doing the same thing again and again for the past few month it seems like a torture for me ! gonna to be use to it anyway..holiday coming in 2 wks time omg still have to endure for the next 2 weeks to go and then comes my awaiting holiday..how to survive for the next 2 weeks ?! slpy slpy slpy ! bye

dec is nt a joyful mth to be

Sunday, November 16 . 9:25 PM

Reminiscences......

Been looking at the past picture we have taken together, and now it all nothing to us but a beautiful and yet unforgettable memory in my heart. How I wish I could just turn the time backwards and let us start all over again. But I know it can’t, that the most tragic sense of life. Sometimes, we have to lose it and to know how to treasure it, but it’s always too late to do so when we actually know how to treasure thing around us. Sometimes running away might not be the best alternative but it might be the best when you don't have any left...








Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real

Saturday, November 15 . 7:56 PM

drink drank drunk~ !!

ok..here am I back to my blog and rant !! haha..as what the tittle have say drink drank drunk..basically went to drink again yesterday but nt drunk (: yesterday drink was the MOST awful drink I ever haf..it taste just like cough syrup to me..even feel like vomiting it out..anyway went there with jonah,wt(mary),joy and p and their drink also do taste somehow like cough syrup or even some wierd kind of chinese herbal tea or medicine i think..LOLS?!..played 5-10-15 some kind of game which I dont know called what..then to da dee which I dont know how to play..watch SCV in the end..haha..but was being interupt by M.J.P aka S.H.E junior..they wanted to sing and there goes my TV..*sad*..ok..think about all, shall let the picture do the remaining talk (=

Wednesday, November 12 . 7:41 PM

Tuesday, November 4 . 7:23 PM

tired !!
Ok..Feeling just very tired from school..Keep on doing the same old thing everyday..Sigh..Hate that stupid system man..What can I do?!...*sigh*..Very soon I got to have school both day and night ..Cause of that stupid remodule which cause me have to go for night class..Sometimes I'm just wondering why we need to be so stress. So paranoid? or even so anxious? Why can’t we just live the life we want and leave that entire thing behind us? Perhaps if we do that wont we are able to live longer as in a stress-free environment? LOLS?! anyway tats life...we can’t really do much about it..even if can..there is really nth much to changed the way we life due to what we called circumstances...life are so boring...so stress...so tired...so so so annoying..

Sometimes knowing too much isn’t really a good thing to do so...
Sometimes we just had to pretend nothing have happen before...
Sometimes we would just think to see and hear no evil...
Sometimes we just feel hurt...
Sometimes.........

Saturday, November 1 . 10:41 PM

Reflect of the 18th's

okay..thx everyone for the bdae wishes and I would like to wish all peers happy birthday as well..haha..be it a belated one of even advanced ! LOLS..
ok enough of all those wishes...shld now reflect back on what I have learnt from previous yr of my life...These are some of the thing which I think I have learnt:
At the age of 18th, I gt to learnt tat everyone cant be trusted and I have experience my very 1st time of being betrayed/backstabbed by a "friend" used to be...
At the age of 18th, I experienced my very 1st cried for a gal...
At the age of 18th, I get to know what is called Stupidity..
At the age of 18th, I get to know people cannot be trust
At the age of 18th, I know that people is vulnerable towards cunning people..escpecially people who r good at backstabbing...

Anyway, I think that we grow as learn and learn as we grow..although we will encounter a lot of setback in our life..but tat part of growing..I admit that I do have times whereby I feel like giving up by just cutting my wrist...but through thoughts and advise frm others, I get to learn from it and once again stand on my own. therefore, I think that no matter what setback we have faced, we must have the courage to faced it and not runaway from it. (=
accumulated cut = 1 and stoppinggggg...LOLS